pack pack pack. keep packing stuff. we're gonna shift out of this hotel resort already. because we wanna live at my aunts place to keep her company and sell this house away. im gonna miss this place. all the fun and birthdays i had over here. i wish we didnt shift out. but the new house will be much nearer to my school.
this house was my grandmas place, now that shes gone. ive had certain regrets. i didnt talk to her when she was at my aunts place, still remember that time when i went over after school, she was there having lunch and i was sitting with her. i just didnt know what to say to her, how to communicate to her, in chinese, but i managed to talk a little to her. i should talk more. who knows when she would leave us. i didnt. and now. regrets.
i have these dreams where my family members passed away, once my dad and mom, and even my brother. why do i dream these dreams and end up crying after that. such a torture to myself. even my brother says he hears me crying. i dun wanna dream these dreams anymore. i dun want them to come true either. no. no.
ok enough emo stuff already. had quite a funny experience at the gym today. tell u bout it tmr. hehe. : ) good night!
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